bugs

I like bugs. I miss their easy society in the cold winter months. If I were a bug I would want to be an ant: not for the work-load but for the aesthetics, the look. Male ants, so I've heard, exist only to make larvae with the queen of their colony. I would not like this, shocking as it may seem to any hot blooded human male. I would not miss insect society were I an ant, even a female one. I would long for winter when the work would have to stop (in the higher latitudes at least). But, as a human, at that time of year, I miss them. Is that sadistic?